Intent

One of my favorite quotes is by Martha Graham:

“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and there is only one of you in all time. This expression is unique, and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium; and be lost. The world will not have it.

It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how it compares with other expression. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open.

No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”


I've read that you "learn to write by writing...learn to love by loving...learn to cook by cooking..." and that all we can ever do is "start where we are". This is my attempt to start where I am….in order to move towards the nagging visions in my heart and mind. I'm not even sure how to do that with a blog - - but being here beckons me - - so I am going to "keep the channel open, stop questioning and just march on".

Monday, October 26, 2009

crazy "crooked sidewalk" mittens

My first pair of mittens.
Amy taught me to knit on my red(ish), camel(ish) back couch in Bellingham, WA. Ever since I have become a yarn snob. I find it very hard to work with anything from the chain stores. I prefer hand spun, hand dyed...high quality yarns....when I can afford them. I've decided I'd rather save up my pennies and knit one thing I really like with yarn I really love, then to have a bunch of things lying around 'just because'. Also - I like giving my money to someone who is putting their heart into handcrafting something unique. This skein of "crooked sidewalk" came from an etsy seller named Hobbledehoy. I copied a pattern out of a book on my lunch hour. Despite how many times it said to - I didn't bother to check the gauge. The thumbs look like they are on steroids. The result is very satisfying none the less.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yeah, you got two mittens out of the one skein. Nice job. Now I want to see you wearing them.

Rosa L. Roca said...

Wow..didn't know you could knit! My paternal grandmother (may she rest in peace) wanted to teach me being the oldest of her grandaughters (here in the US anyway) but at 13 I was naive and brushed her aside with, "si abuelita - un dia" (sure grandma - one day). 28 years laters I regret it but you can't go on living with regrets so maybe I'll take a class to learn? I LOVE the mittens by the way Tania. They're full of character.
Rosa :)

Unnamed Author. said...

@ anonymous J - I even have some left over...yay. Sounds like i need a trip to Maine so you can see them on.

@ Rosa - I totally understand that. My grandmother and mother were both "crafty" and I wanted absolutley nothing to do with it. I thought I was way too cool to do any of it - I preferred making out with boys, sneaking cigarettes and drinks...and any other thing I wasn't allowed to do. I didn't learn to knit until about 5 years ago through my friend Amy. I know there are "stitch-n-bitch's" all over NYC - maybe you could join one? I recommend that book as well - it's called "Stitch-n-Bitch".

Anonymous said...

Oh I understand that rebellious stage. Good for you! Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) mine came a bit later. My sister was the rebellious one and I was Ms. Goody-Two Shoes - that is until I joined the service. It all went down hill from there...;) Stich-n-Bitch huh? Hmmm...I'll check out the book. Thanks chica!