Intent

One of my favorite quotes is by Martha Graham:

“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and there is only one of you in all time. This expression is unique, and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium; and be lost. The world will not have it.

It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how it compares with other expression. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open.

No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”


I've read that you "learn to write by writing...learn to love by loving...learn to cook by cooking..." and that all we can ever do is "start where we are". This is my attempt to start where I am….in order to move towards the nagging visions in my heart and mind. I'm not even sure how to do that with a blog - - but being here beckons me - - so I am going to "keep the channel open, stop questioning and just march on".

Saturday, January 30, 2010

three

another example of the moods you can create with ps elements







Thursday, January 28, 2010

it snowed today

and my mind was at peace with the colorless sky

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

january 26, 2010

As long as we are alive there is the opportunity to learn from our mistakes and try again.

Monday, January 25, 2010

growth requires movement

Will you get on the road set out before you? Without knowing the outcome? Without trying to preserve what you think you have now? Without care to the cost? Or will you just keep walking beside it?

"It's OK to be uncomfortable. If you are comfortable all the time, no growth is happening..." ~ wide wale ~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

january 23, 2010

I pulled over on the way home today to watch the sunset. I found myself distracted by the silhouetted trees against the dusk light and blue sky. Moments like these are the "stuff" of life for me. Everything else just melts away and I feel energized by the natural beauty that surrounds us.






Friday, January 22, 2010

(un)still life

no matter how peaceful we may try to keep our own lives
the vibrations of others will eventually touch us
and cause us to be changed forever

Thursday, January 21, 2010

everyday hero

rachel's "faj" rushed over with a printer to replace the one that wasn't working. we say 'i love you' in many small ways.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

be mine

Cheesy self promotion plug:

I now have some Valentine's Day Cards available at RedBubble.

Go check them out...please.
(This is my first try at creating something for a specific purpose.)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

solitude on ice - an abstract

he knew something about the peace of just being

Thursday, January 14, 2010

light and shadow


shadows cannot exist without light to reveal them
character cannot exist without trials to shape it

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

january 12, 2010

even though there are miles between us
the friendship sustains because
its roots were firmly planted in love
whose ties cannot be broken

Monday, January 11, 2010

January 11, 2010


My father's girlfriend's oldest son was home on leave recently. One night when we were all hanging out he and I sat for a while chatting and looking at the pictures I've posted on RedBubble and some I just had on my laptop... I tried to point out all the ones I thought I could be proud of...sunsets and really cool landscapes...artistic junk...but it was this one that he yelled STOP at! ??? LOL Of all the things I'd done...the one that drew his interest the most was a random photo of some Halloween dummies. It humbled me. I often think I need to make things grandiose to increase their value...but it was the common...the every day, that caused him to perk up.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

beginnings


Gratefulness

"If the angel

deigns to come

it will be because

you have convinced

her, not by tears

but by your humble

resolve to be always

beginning; to be

a beginner."

~Rainer Maria Rilke~






Tuesday, January 5, 2010

january 5, 2010

"Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished.
If you're alive, it isn't."
~Richard Bach~

Monday, January 4, 2010

january 4, 2010


I processed this picture tonight while watching a movie...so that I wouldn't feel lazy. How telling is that of the sad influence of our fast paced society... Clearly the muted hughes and foggy portrayal of days gone by was my subconscious telling me to chill.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

winter postcard


Hot chocolate.
Snow in my boots.
Wool mittens pretty to look at itch my skin.
Cold, fresh air clears my head.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

the process

This post is in response to questions from several friends about what you can do in the digital age of photography. I have a copy of Photoshop Elements 5.0 and sometimes use it to enhance a photo to help the viewer see what I felt when I took the picture. Here is a process I used on this image.
This is the original photo. I used a Nikon d90 with a Nikkor VR 18-105mm lens, handheld. I was set on manual mode and the following; F-stop f/16, exposure time 1/80 sec, ISO speed 200, focal length 18mm. I tried to underexpose this as I am new at taking pictures in the snow and wasn't sure how they might be washed out. In Photoshop Elements 5.0 I did the following;
To correct the exposure I selected the Quick Fix Tab and next to Smart Fix hit the Auto button.

Next I selected the Full Edit tab. Under the Special Effects section and Layer Styles I picked Color Burn - and then selected Normal for the Mode and 50% for the Opacity. I wanted the red to stand out as much as it did to my human eye. It was this bright red against the white snow that caused me to pull over and take the picture in the first place.


Next I wanted to darken the corners of the photo so that your eye would be drawn into the picture more. I also just plain like the vignette and think it creates more mood. Under Filter on the top of the page I selected Correct Camera Distortion....under Vignette and Amount I changed the amount to -35 and then hit OK.

I wanted to add a texture to the image to add shadows of another color and create more depth so I opened this image of a blue texture which was used compliments of this group.

Next step was to copy and paste the blue texture on top of the original image and resize it. To resize I went to Image at the top of the page - then picked Resize and Scale. The copy and paste process created a new layer which I could then adjust. I choose Color Dodge with an Opacity of 60%.

Finally I did some adjustments on lighting and color - which I think are more noticeable when viewing the image large. On the tabs at the top of the page I chose Enhance - then Adjust Lighting - then Brightness/Contrast and adjusted the Brightness to -11 and the Contrast to +7. Once again I picked Enhance - then Adjust Color - then Adjust Color Curves. I picked Lighten Shadows....and was done.
Now you try. =)







Friday, January 1, 2010

new year


The sound of the birds flying overhead was silence.