Intent

One of my favorite quotes is by Martha Graham:

“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and there is only one of you in all time. This expression is unique, and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium; and be lost. The world will not have it.

It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how it compares with other expression. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open.

No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”


I've read that you "learn to write by writing...learn to love by loving...learn to cook by cooking..." and that all we can ever do is "start where we are". This is my attempt to start where I am….in order to move towards the nagging visions in my heart and mind. I'm not even sure how to do that with a blog - - but being here beckons me - - so I am going to "keep the channel open, stop questioning and just march on".

Friday, July 9, 2010


...going through some of my first photos with my digital camera...and liking them more than i remember...i think sometimes i am too hard on myself...this is not bad for a first effort...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

bridge


There is something about this image that I like so much...the barrenness...the possibility of what is on the other side...the hazy light. There is also something missing that I can't put my finger on. I tried converting it to black and white and while I liked the gritty feel that format allowed it also took away from the very slight ethereal quality that I experience when looking at the image as is.

Monday, July 5, 2010


Ugh! Nothing is working today. I keep going round in circles...10 hours later almost nothing accomplished. It's been a while since I processed a photo so I took this image - a shot taken while in a boat on the CT River...the underside of a bridge - and messed about with it in order to get something inside of me to shift as much as the image did. It always helps to take a break and seek a different perspective.

Thursday, July 1, 2010


Tonight I realized that despite my protests to the contrary, I will miss him when he's gone.